Motive-ate Me

I'm convinced that my sleep cycle plays hide and seek with time zones. Trap-door eyelids fell asleep on east coast time and woke up somewhere over the Pacific. Back and forth... that's how I'm livin'. From heartbeats to confidence.

The only thing that I'm sure of is that I'm still the same kid sleeping in that same jersey, with high hopes for a better season. K dot C dot. I'm rubbing the scars on my nose and missing you this evening. Nothing compares to the years I spent with my four-legged friend. If I could learn to walk again I'd do it all different.

I swear I'll be the one to distract you with happiness again. Even Dylan went electric. Sometimes we all get lost in who we think we should be. Sometimes we all just get lost. Theres nothing wrong with needing to be found. That's where I'm at right now... according to my latest breath.

Ditching friends, loves, and expectations for the couch and my dog tonight.