From 1008, Swissotel Chicago

Being ahead means being behind a velvet rope some of the time. Away from the excitement. It's only funny... in the grass is always greener kind of way. Retraced the last 365 this week and thought I broke even, but I've found a heavy heart with a skyline letdown beyond the horizon.

I am the sugar coating on the pills you eat before you lay cold for twelve hours.. waiting for the sun to die again before you make your rounds.

Dialed for the truth but I was re-directed to another li(n)e.