Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Baby Blue Pill Eyes Behind Maroon Eyelids

Nothing matches a bad friend like a good lie. Who needs love when a few well-placed words make you bleed more than any real person ever could.

I'm writing you a list of all the things you weren't.

I wish I could unzip my skin and take it off just to take a long walk around the harbor... but I can’t do it. At least not on my own. It's not the same as when I take out my pen and wage it all... that's when it is natural.

She forces eyelash coal deposits down my face and sticks her lower jaw out at me whenever she thinks she's losing.

Hate is like love with resentment and a pinch of under fed lust. I can only hope that one day we can meet again face to face, so I can explain just how much you affected me.

I'll never be the same because of you. It's ironic that I have a long fuse, but my lifeline is so short.

I heart the way that you've welcomed me into your circle. I break at the thought that it's all changing.

I heart the way I am more than the way I was and I heart the future more than I will care to admit. I only hope that it lives up to my dreams almost as much as I hope you're not faking it.