Tuesday, January 9, 2007

Dear You, Please Open. Love, Me

Where to start. Type. Backspace. Type. Backspace. Over and over. Light me up for next Summer.

I want grass on my back and stars in my eyes and the chance to turn my brain upside down for a bit. If you lasso the moon without me make sure to use double knots. Gasoline lips for your matchstick hips... let's burn this Winter through.

Today has been spent designating drivers for 'GetOverIts' and walking the opposite way. I'm suffocating in a debris of erasers from crumbled letters.

Does this plane ticket make me look fat?

A night out with my former self. I started to get sucked in again until I remembered that it will all just spit me out the same. She feels whore-able. The Nina to my Hirschfeld. Hidden in the creases because suspicious eyes have demanded it.

The great Jonas Salk invented the Polio vaccine, 1st testing it on himself, followed by his wife and three sons. I've invented a new form of hostile vernacular that I'm testing on us all.